it happened in 2008
2008 is almost over. 2009 is almost here. 1429H has left. 1430H has come. these are the memoriez of 2008: a mix of bitter, sad, happy n joyful moments. moments frozen in time, kept in the hart n mind… some might fade with time but others are there to stay no matter how hard i try to forget.
Now that you’re gone, there’s no one to pamper me the way you did. You went so suddenly. I felt lost. I still do at times. Miss you loads, daddy. May your soul be among those who are pious in the ways of Allah.
The strength you possess and knowledge you have are admirable beyond compare. May you be blessed with good health and many happy moments, mom.
You guys always bullied me when we were younger. Yet those days are the ones i miss quite often. Guess we’re all grown up now. Just don’t drift apart, ya bros?
We’ve been through thick and thin. With each passing year, i hope for our friendship to grow even stronger. Thank you for all your support and pulling me up when i was down.
You guyz came into my life in different ways and at different times. But somehow, we all could click and have fun together. Camwhorers unite! Let’s meet again real soon.
The little angels who can be too cheeky at times. May you grow up well and good. Make your parents proud, my little ones.
The most kecoh and tarebeng bunch of cuzins that i could ask for. Let’s have more crazy outing, cuzins!
When work is play and play is work, what more could we need (other than a more suitable pay scale i.e. we need to be paid more). Thankz for a year of hardwork put in, babez! Let’s continue working together in 2009.
All i have are memories. Memories i’ll keep till the day that i die. Thanx for everything. All the happiness, all the experiences, all the love and even the heartache. May you be happy with her (whoever she is).
that’s my 2008. may 2009 be a better year and i be a better person. my resolutions? hmmm… i don’t have any. just want to be a better person.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)60th post: the meantime girl
got this from someone else’s post… but it so relates how i feel. read on:
You don’t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already. She’s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she’ll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don’t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she’ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn’t the beginning of a relationship or that there’s any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her.
It won’t bother that you would text her sometimes just to say not to text you because you’re with your girlfriend. She’s just sooo cool…why can’t all women be like that? But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don’t because to you, the situation between the two of you isn’t important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it’s really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don’t think she’s good enough to spend any real time with.
Sure, it’s mostly her fault, because she doesn’t have to give in to your needs —- she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them does, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn’t pull it off. Maybe she’s not really your type. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman.
She’s just too thoughtful. She’ll sometimes buy you things you need; she’ll sometimes buy you or cook midnight snacks for you and personally deliver it in your place. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do. She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has the bigger heart than any woman you’ve ever known because she’s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you’ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is. She’s just your convenient excuse to fool around.
di pinggiran aidilfitri
Di pinggiran Aidilfitri
Terdengar suara takbir bergema lagi
Di hati sunyi dan sepi
Yang pergi takkan kembali
Bersemi rindu di hati
Dan pilu yang tak bertepi
salam lebaran to everyone of my friends and relatives. may your eid celebration be a blessed one. treasure your loved ones today, everyday. coz you never know when you’ll have to part with them forever. forgive me for all my sins and harsh words. you are welcome to my place though i can’t promise if i’ll be going to yours this year. just give me a call before coming, arite?
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I thought about you for a long time
Can’t seem to get you off my mind
I can’t understand why we’re living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I’ll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I’ll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home
is it you
i’m looking for a lover not a friend
somebody who can be there when i need someone to talk to
i’m looking for someone who won’t pretend
somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
and i’m looking for someone who understands how i feel
someone who can keep it real
and who knows the way, the way i like to have it my way
and i’m looking for someone who takes me there
wants to share, shows he cares
i’m thinking you’re the one that i’ve been waiting for
is it you? is it you? maybe you’re the one i’ve been waiting for
could you be the one for me? could you be the one i need?
is it you? is it you? maybe you’re the one i’ve been waiting for
could you be the one for me? could you be the one i need?
juz bought STEP UP 2:THE STREETS dvd. i’m addicted! haha… went through the whole disc. there’s this song on the bonus feat. so yeah. LOVE it! n oh… moose is sooo darn cute! yup i’m not interested in d lead actor… chase, i think is his name. hahaha… i’m weird. anyway, moose wins hands down. 
perverted liz
cak oh cak… kenapa lah ko masuk dlm baju aku. cam takde tmpt lain gitu ko nak teroka.
bila aku tepis ko… ko bukan nya gi jauh2
ko gi duk diam2 kat situ
pas tu ko ngintip aku… tak patut sungguh!
hahaha… tat was wat happened when i went to the toilet juz now. merepekz. i know. saje je nak type someting. actually dah ngantuk tapi tgh tfr file so takle ler gi tido. rite after tis file tfr is done, i need to turn in. man… it’s looooong day tmr.
so looking forward to 17th may. woohoo! n n n… the june holiday camp. they want me to act. haha… ritez. will try. wat else eh… guess tatz it. nothing else to do but wait.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)shower me wif gift
wheee~~~
so so so happy! two… three… hmmm… i think four things made me happy today. =)
1. i got a prezi fr lil brader! yeah! n it’s not even my bday… or mayb it’s a very belated bday prezi. nah! doubt so. wat eva it is… i dun care. i’m juz happy i got a prezi. =) thx bro n thk u too fadilah. oh… not forgetting thank you farah for bringing back the present all the way fr egypt to spore n passing it to me. sorry my lil brader had to trouble u. u r damn sweet~ hee… all of u are the sweetest little beings ever. hahaha… ok ok… i shd omit the little part n beings sound so alien. thanx a million u youngsterz!
2. meetin lia for early dinner n then getting to meet her buddy, aziz. havent met that fella for a long while. still rmbr d very first time we encountered each other. he was with a grp of frenz n i was wif lia. venue: lucky plaza mcD’s. to cut a long story short, aziz n another guy, jumani, came to our table coz one o the guys wanted to get to know me. gosh! tat was way back in 1999 i think. in d end, jumani n i kept in touch (till abt 2002) n aziz n lia kept in touch till now. both of them are getting married this yr. so cool huh? buddiez getting married in the same yr.
3. seeing ryan (my fave boy fr jasmine 2) at mcD’s. he was oh-so-shy. hehe… still so hensem. after they (ryan, his mom n bro) finished eating, they came over to where lia n i are sitting. catch up for awhile, me n his mom that is. ryan was too shy to talk. he juz smiled n laughed (when lia asked him if he knows my name). hope he does well in pri school.
4. eating tim tam. hahaha… chocolates n choc-related products always put me in a happy happy mood.
thinking of a change
auw man~ i think my z610i has gotten one too many knocks. how did i come to this conclusion? well… firstly, the reception seems less n less reliable (esp undergrd). when i first bought it, the reception nvr disappear (not even undergrd) but these days, it goes to zilch. secondly, this message is seen more n more frequently: ‘message sending failed. try again?’ tsk tsk… n juz now at ard 1806hrs, i rcvd 3 sms in a row. one asking me if i’m asleep yet (i assume d sms was sent last nite but didnt get thru till juz now coz tak kan lah my fren wana ask if i’m asleep at 6pm. such a weird qn to ask considering d time.), another asking abt lesson plans (i assume tis was sent in d morning but also didnt get thru till juz now coz d colleague had classes today tat needs to use those lesson plans she asked me abt. hope she manage to get hold of it fr someone else instead.) n d last… well tatz d most problematic one. i only got part of the third sms. the 2nd half of it…ble gitu? gilak punya hp.
or mayb it’s not my hp tatz giving me problemz but a glitch in d sms system. it has happened b4, it might happen again. i’m not sure coz i dun read d news nor do i listen to it on d radio. ^^;
so… shd i chg my hp or not? i kinda like the LG viewty. so yummylicious n d in-built camera looks really promising. hehe… me n my obsession wif cameras. ;P can’t b helped… it’s in my soul. hahaha… wateva lah yaney. berbual merepek je tau!
Uncategorized | Comment (0)wonderful big day weekend
yest (8 dec) was my BIG day. i’m happy. i’m still floating in d aftermath of all dat FUN. hehe… thanx to those who made my BIG day a great one…namely buddy yan (u look glam even wif so many plastic bags), cuzie zaki (u r d epitome of fun), sista adha (love those shadez…totally glam n modelistic), fahi bro (great to have u ard) n ana (i envy ur psp but i wont wana get a pink one). my gratitude too to those who didnt spend it with me but still took some time to send sms to my mobile. u all brought a smile to my face n made me a really happy gal! pix are up on my multiply, cuzie’s multiply, n ana’s web. go chk them out if u r interested.
then juz now i went to MHC orientation for their volunteers (with cuzie n linda). everything went fine n all (although i was late coz i cldnt get a cab fr hougang… although i’ve to b d first to intro to everyone…almost fainted there. haha… nervous babe!) after d whole presentation n lunch n more presentation n a photo taking…they did something unexpected: they sang me a bday song!!! paiseh giler! n when i told them my age (coz they asked), they hardly believed i’m 29. 14, 16, 19 was more like it… so they say. hehe… so cute! after tat three of took more photos ard d vicinity (though it was frustrating coz d rain kept pouring n stopping n pouring again). cuzie wanted to go gym so linda n i went to bugis n esplanade to take more photos. hehe…
chk out the laMezquita mag… cuzie n i are in there. the street interview section
yellow raccoon
i was clearing my emails when i read one fr an xpdc mate with a link to a doubutsu uranai. here’s what it said:
You are Yellow Raccoon, who is innocent and depends on people.
You are also amiable and graceful.
You tend to take passive attitude with gentle and modest ways of expression.
You are well liked by both men and women.
You listen to others well, and try to adapt to them.
This makes you feel your emotions are being oppressed, and therefore you may suffer mentally.
Unlike your modesty, you hate being restricted.
You want to do whatever you like, and when you like.
You are rather temperament, and are emotionally delicate.
You have great artistic sense, and if you come in touch especially with traditional and ancient things, fortune will smile on you.
It may be good to make museum tours as your hobby.
You are not good at housework; you prefer to work on something you like.
When you get to the middle ages, you may take an interest in spiritual world.
You may experience great change in life.
You live your life steadily, so you shouldn’t rush into things.
You have strong motherly feelings, and people depend on you a lot.
After getting married, you will keep your house well.
hmmm… i’m not gd at housewk but after i get married, i will keep my house well. a lil contradictory, no? heh… wateva… it seem to be pretty much me. but making museum tours my hobby? hmmm… i do love trips to d musuem though.
wat say u? sounds like me?
p.s. yeah yeah! one week to go… can’t wait!
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